I don't know if many would probably noticed but tomorrow is the last day of November and soon enough, we reach December 2009. I don't know why I am acting like this is mostly because somehow, someway... I'm back in my depressive state. Yeah, it sucks but what can I do. The reason why I am like this is because I yearn to go back to the simple life. I might as well explain to everyone what I mean by this.

As you can guess, I miss the good old days where back then I was in elementary school, I was playing video games on the SNES/Genesis, watching stuff on TV like Power Rangers, Bobby's World, Sonic the Hedgehog (both Adventures and SatAM) and many others. Everything was nice and good not to mention that my parents were still married but it wouldn't matter because they ended up ending their marriage and go straight into divorce. Eventually, times began to change and Fox Kids would end up on Saturday mornings, KidsWB came into the picture and of course, I loved it especially with all their shows ESPECIALLY Pokemon and by at least around 2002, the Fox Box came around in which 4Kids would take it over to be 4KidsTV and then soon enough the CW4Kids. Don't get me started with ABC Kids because it sucks end of story. Not much cartoons and all live-action.

As for other channels, Cartoon Network started off good but went downhill with an incident that occured two years ago relating to AHTF (Aqua Teen Hunger Force) and with the arrival of CN Real really brought it downhill. I would love to swear but no, not going to. Cartoon Network really sucks now but it seemed that they are getting the hint and has decided to start airing classic stuff again like Looney Tunes and Tom & Jerry but it isn't enough. I really mean it... it ISN'T ENOUGH. For one thing, they took Toonami away from us which to me was awesome with all the different animes like Dragonball, Tenchi Muyo, Outlaw Star, Big O, Zatch Bell, Sailor Moon (Yes, I'm a Sailor Moon fan so don't judge) and of course, Gundam which I love a lot. I just only wish Cartoon Network would scrap CN Real, fire the guy who came up with it and bring back Toonami. That would make me real happy. Nickelodeon is a different case, it started off great with Nicktoons and game shows especially since most of it was done in the Nickelodeon Studios in Florida. Now it isn't there anymore due to financial trouble and all we see are live shows like iCarly and cartoons that are in 3D like Barnyard and the Penguins of Madagascar which to me are disappointing. I wish they would just bring back 2D Nicktoons and remind the children of today what our youth was lik because now, we are flooded with pure garbage.

There's also Toon Disney which in my opinion was great in its own way. It started off providing cartoons which were all from Disney and some of the shows used to be seen on the Disney Afternoon in the 90s which lasted from 3pm to 5pm. Eventually, Toon Disney started changing their programming removing some of the cartoons that we used to see and replaced it with some recent cartoons they had done. Jetix then came into the picture and provided shows of their own which in some cases it was very cool like W.I.T.C.H, Get Ed, Digimon Data Squad and of course classics like Spider-man, Fantastic Four, Batman and Power Rangers. Eventually Jetix was gone and Toon Disney was completely redone as Disney XD which is also major fail.

It's almost as if all the good channels I love seeing are gone and finding something to see is almost impossible. Now I know there's nothing to live for and nothing to see when the future comes. All i do know is that I am disappointed and disgusted by what I see now. All there is now are talk shows, court tv dramas and news shows. Nothing is the same anymore and it really stinks. That is why I would rather go back in time and relive those memories at least until I feel ready to move on. Other than that, I don't have much to say but I do will say this... I'm looking forward to being with Shelby in January 2010. Other than that, my childhood has become officially dead and the only way I can relive it is by trying to find it especially on Youtube nowadays. Other than that, not much to say... *sighs*