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A collection devoted to my fan-made pairing that is part of Mega Man: Reawakened. This is a fan-made pairing that isn't canon nor official and it doesn't need to be. Please respect my support for this pairing.

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I posted this on Twitlonger because a lot of shit happened to me yesterday and now, I figure I would do it here. I want to make sure everyone gets what's happening to me. Sometimes telling people about it helps you feel better and to me, I hope it helps.

As you can see, I'm still reeling over what happened yesterday but I may as well explain things to everyone so I can give you guys a clue of what happened from my perspective. Oh and I will not mention anyone because this whole thing is to explain my side of the whole mess.

I was really looking forward to returning to YouTube and maybe getting Birth By Sleep Final Mix over and done with. Unfortunately that is the least of my worries because I got a message from someone that they uploaded a video exposing someone of horrific actions. I never watched it but I soon ended up getting involved in the swirling mess that followed.

You guys know what happened next? Dislikes hit my latest video and I was in a panic. Normally I would just simply disable the ratings but alas, I can't. Why? Because YouTube in their fucked up wisdom decided to remove that option. So I had no choice but to remove the channel. This in turn really screwed up my channel yet again because I thought I would finally get to move on from this. I really was because I had my head up high, looking forward to what 2015 had in store but no, it's more negativity and all of it isn't helping me. And I feel personally it's contributing to my depression/possible suicide but I can't think about that right now. I just can't.

I tried to figure out who would do something like this and all in the while, I keep getting the exact same tweet that said "I dislike botted megaman_RA #LOL" For someone to have the audacity to do it is just disgusting. It really is absolutely disgusting and shows the horrid that is bullying. I'm sick of it.

But then I learn about another problem that happened and it was in regards to PAX South. Not naming anyone because it isn't worth it but still, being accused something like rape is just wrong and scary in so many ways. Speaking of which, it's the same thing that happened with the YouTube exposed thing that went down yesterday. Some people exposed someone of it but they also called them a hacker, a troll and a racist. Now that's just disgusting but despite the proof, I don't believe it and they even go to say that some of my own friends that I know are  part of it and telling me that I should avoid them. I refuse to believe that so I decided to get to the bottom of this.

I confronted one of them and they told me that they would never do it. Hell, they even had an alibi and it was enough for me to say that they didn't do it. But then I confronted the one and he told me something really interesting. I'm not saying what it is but I feel that after hearing and seeing all this happened, I finally seem to understand. It was a shock because I really didn't foresee it. Now I'm at a crossroads because I don't know who to believe. I just don't. I feel like my body is being pulled all over the place. I don't get a chance to get some well needed peace but then this happens.

I feel depressed, I feel hopeless and all of this that I experienced yesterday is enough to make me feel more down in the dumps. I feel like my arms are tied in a straitjacket while my legs are bound with rope, filled with kerosene and knowing I'll suffer burns all over. I feel crazy and all of this is enough to push me to the breaking point. What I hope to say out of all this is simple... I want no part in ANY of this drama. Not me and definitely not my friend. I feel that drama are things that causes friendships to end and in the process, hatred. Hatred between one another that is a bane to how our world is. A dark, depressing world where all that shows are negativity.

"Fear is the path of the dark side. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate... leads to suffering," - Yoda

That's how I feel right now. I feel afraid. I feel fear because many things have happened and I try my hardest to get my head out of the rut. I don't have that many friends, my support is low and I feel that my actions in trying to get back on my feet only serve to show how difficult things can be.

I ask why... why does this keep happening to me? I have never done any ill will to anyone yet I get stuck in the middle of all this. Enough is enough. Can't we all just get along?

Who knows. I don't know and I'm at the point where I just don't care.

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My Story, My Destiny

Welcome to my dA page. This is home to my fan-created project, Mega Man: Reawakened. I am a certified Brony hence why I love My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. Ya got a problem with that? Good.

Oh yes, I am behind the following two fan-made pairings; BonneFire and StallionPie. Don't ask why but I just do.

Ask Mega Man RA Tumblr: askmegamanra.tumblr.com

Ask Rob Stallion Tumblr: askrobstallion.tumblr.com
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Mu10 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
I'm glad you are coming back Monday, I'm looking forward to seeing the rest of BBS Final Mix.
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Hawke525 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thx for adding me dood!
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TaielEditions Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015
Hi How are you? for I well. + Watch back?
I know this is annoying but could you please give myself some points? I'm for my premium membership, really want to have one and therefore need points. If you do not want no problem but still thanks before hand. Greetings and sorry for my bad english♥
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yoshi3000 Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2015  Student Writer
A brony....well no problem with that. The show is pretty good is it's own merit. I'd be into it if it wasn't for one little problem.
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